I mistake my passion for chaos… Song 344

A dippity doozy of a day. Yay. My anxiety level is through the roof today. When I get like this, I either shut down completely, like an overheated engine, or I push harder and try anything I can to stay busy. Today, I pushed harder. Now I’m running out of ways to stay busy, because my energy level has just about bottomed out. At least I got a lot of stuff done. So, I can say the day wasn’t a waste…

Song 344: “I’m Not Afraid”

I don’t think I can function today
Too many wounds I refuse to face
Frozen in place

Don’t you think it’s all in my mind
Don’t you think I know what’s mine

I mistake my passion for chaos
I believed I knew who I was
I’m not afraid, I’m numb

It’s not the lie, it’s the liar
I never know what to believe

Don’t you bother trying to save my soul
Don’t you trust me to come around
I’m not afraid, I’m numb

There’s not enough ice in this world
I’m cold enough to fake a life
I’m not afraid, I’m numb

Too many wounds I refuse to face
Too many lines I refuse to trace
I’m not afraid, I’m numb

credits

from December – 2016, track released December 9, 2016
Written, recorded and performed by Matthew Sams
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Author: matthewsams

Matt Sams is an American singer/songwriter/guitarist from the Chicago area. He has been playing music since childhood and is now in the process of writing, recording and releasing a new song every day of 2014. Keep up to date on the progress by following Matt on Twitter @Somnistatic

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