A cloud of doubt is always hanging around… Song 363

Clouds, then sun, then back to clouds. There’s always some cloud or another hanging around. Many times I have that hopeless feeling, like that sun will never shine again. Then, it feels like, maybe that sun wasn’t here to begin with. Maybe it’s always been clouds. Maybe that sunshine was only illusions. A trick. A trap. A kick in the teeth. Or, maybe tomorrow will be better…

Song 363: “I Must Be”

I never meant to make a mess of this
I never meant to waste all this time
When I think of what I meant to be
I must have been out of my mind

Always day by day
Out of prayers to say
A cloud of doubt is always hanging around

I always thought I wasn’t afraid
I always thought I had it made
When I stop and think, I fail
I must be out of my mind

Always day by day
Out of words to day
A cloud of fear is always hanging around

I never want to fall into fear
I never want to claw my heart out
When I wonder, I’ve got nothing
I must be out of my mind

Wind blows across my face
It feels like being erased
Forgotten memory

I must be out of my mind
I must be out of my mind
I must be out of my mind

credits

from December – 2016, track released December 28, 2016
Written, recorded and performed by Matthew Sams
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Author: matthewsams

Matt Sams is an American singer/songwriter/guitarist from the Chicago area. He has been playing music since childhood and is now in the process of writing, recording and releasing a new song every day of 2014. Keep up to date on the progress by following Matt on Twitter @Somnistatic

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